Computer class

As I member learning how to use the computer in high school I remember that I would visualize Tibetan in prayer flags or me, climbing Mount Everest, or me going to be at the land of my ancestors. I wanted to show Marsha connect to my ancestors in disconnect to this goddamn computer if I remember correctly, I remember that this class is making me pull out my eyebrows and making me horribly angry. To the point where I was diagnosed with depression, only to find out that I was going to be another come over to you and my other conditions, but that beside the point, I was remembering that I was always wanna climb Mount Everest since I was 16 years old when I was 16 years old I was taking this damn class !

I would always fantasize about seeing the people that are my clothes descendants of my ancestors as well. It was very interesting to see the prayer flags and see the different people that come around. Also, they had body piercings not to the extent like in Africa a new, guinea bird, there’s enough for you to notice them, and for you to know that they’re actually beautiful people, and that they have an ancient tradition. so every time the goddamn computer teacher came and tapped me on the shoulder I wish I was dead because it was just got off of this is not just high school. Hi James, this was the teacher that was actually after they get me in the first place and I remember that correctly. He also was after a few other students calling himself the time nazi if I remember correctly.    I remember his name is Mr. Melvin Mr. Melvin was a pain in my ass and I remember writing this poem that was at least an hour long because I just couldn’t stand the thought of dying in this computer class.

I remember one time we were matching our own website so I made a website about climbing Mount Everest. If I remember also correctly, this is when I started going to a art museum on a daily basis to see the Nepal, Tibet, and mountaineering exhibit which was brought to my attention when I went to my town to my Christmas festival, light up the stars. When I was going home, I saw this ad for those exact exhibit and wanted to go right away if I remember correctly. I also had a chai latte ritual. It’s pretty yummy as well and then I would go to the art museum and girls. Every penny. I had literally every penny I had to go towards the guy who ran the exhibit to the actual people in tibet Nepal and the Himalayas to see if I can help them. This is my way of connecting with my ancestors. But there is other ways I connected with my ancestors, using him flash expanders in my ears, those are called gauges. Some people call them, and I use them to connect with my ancestors. That was the first time I actually connected anything with my ancestors as my ancestors were the ancient Tibetan used to have a double zero gauge in their ears they would have a septum piercing in a nostril piercing, that would be about the size of it, and then the others would have in the Tibetan empire would have other piercings in other regions of the face. But I couldn’t do that at the time because of my pen Dantec father, who was named Durk, Durk was a pain in the ass! 

When I remember, when he saw the first gauge in my ear, he screamed, bloody murder, and then I had to tell my mental health worker other time I was already diagnosed with depression, and Lizzie said, why don’t you just shut up Dirk if I remember correctly Dirk did not like that. I said well, there’s a lot of worse things in that a parent can do with Lester say Dirk what is an ass! He didn’t really care too much about other people except for himself, and he was Wanda not really care for anyone not even from South sometimes sometimes he disregarded himself because he was so god awful! I E getting in fights with my mom and Lily! 

That being said, every time there is some kind of shit going on I would think of myself climbing Mount Everest and somebody else and seeing if I can get anyone to acknowledge and except mental illness as it supposed to be. Which is does the human condition. I always wanted to see this through, but things have a way of flipping you off later on, and you end up, deciding not to climb a certain mountain for PTSD awareness and acceptance. Instead, I write a right on.wartpad, a writing platform on the mapple play store! 

So here I am fellow soothsayer. I have been here writing before about the time when I was 19 until the time right now of age 35 now I continue to write for PTSD awareness and acceptance instead of killing myself on a mountain although Elena said it would be nice to see my ancestors. What are Offshoots of my ancestors, who were the ancient in Tibetan’s! 

~fin