Moonbean Bender poetry

 As someone dies and crosses over to the spirit world……. They become a star slowly ending up creating a constellation that is your family constellation. This is a creation of the big dipper if you were to say, as as the eat star is pending to the sky, and the shining bright as a diamond. As if they’re diamonds, fast it into the sky I see that they are what they are. Souls are diamond soul diamonds in the sky, where they actually are the souls of the ones who are dearly departed as someone create something after you dye your end up, becoming a star facet in a constellation. This is a story about how the creator created the big dipper. ……… As I see the souls in my hands, are you seven souls not just people, but they are actually spirit of the ones that used to be. I end up deciding I’m going to create a constellation with a faceting them like a diamond in a ring, or embedding them in like rhinestones, I decide to put the first star, the star that’s gonna be getting a handle! When I s...

 When I live I live life  to the fullest  Never fearing death but  Instead pretending it isn’t there  To begin with For I was at the cusp of death some many times Though I did not go to the hospital I was  Still a deaths murky door,  Filling my life, With memories that I’d rather Not remember  That haunt me to this day Memoirs of pain and suffering  I would rather forget But I don’t have the luxury  Of for getting I am trapped to remember my Demons!

As I member learning how to use the computer in high school I remember that I would visualize Tibetan in prayer flags or me, climbing Mount Everest, or me going to be at the land of my ancestors. I wanted to show Marsha connect to my ancestors in disconnect to this goddamn computer if I remember correctly, I remember that this class is making me pull out my eyebrows and making me horribly angry. To the point where I was diagnosed with depression, only to find out that I was going to be another come over to you and my other conditions, but that beside the point, I was remembering that I was always wanna climb Mount Everest since I was 16 years old when I was 16 years old I was taking this damn class ! I would always fantasize about seeing the people that are my clothes descendants of my ancestors as well. It was very interesting to see the prayer flags and see the different people that come around. Also, they had body piercings not to the extent like in Africa a new, guinea bird, there’...

  I walk the line between life and death This apple's rotten, rotten to the core Get up, get up, off your knees Get down, get down, on the floor! I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line Between life and death My business is a little sickle and chain I don’t drink so much I don't walk I merely swagger! No you wouldn't listen & I don't blame you No I don't blame ya! I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line Between life & death My rent is 40 a day I can't move You know that's the price you pay Is life all in vain? Starts off in my arm Opens up my brain I'm already in the gutter - Next stop is the morgue! I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line Between life and death Live fast, die young Live fast, die young I walk the line Death I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line I walk the line Between life  and death While others have been thinking a...